and when you hold me... im not so lonely.

ahh this song will always remind me of you and high school.

how much we were drawn together yet had always something get in the way... and it was usually always me to blame.

oh RP we will always have summer flings.

im so glad i found a music vid for it.

♥

perhaps a stranger she could love

a video by oren lavie.

really really amazing.

♥

gracious host.

You' re looking quite shy sugar
You've got some heat on that stare
You've got them tattered blue jeans on
And you' re doing that thing with your hair
And this bed could use a secret
And these pounding hearts could keep it
If you could
Then I could, I swear

Cause you've turned me on
I'd like to know if you were trying (Turned me on)
Angel we are so gone

And by tonight the earth bursts open
By tonight we'll shed this clothing
By tonight you'll see me in the angle that you've missed
Nothing exists but this
Nothing exists but this. .

You' re looking high strung sugar
Why don't you sink a little bit?
Into the sea of sweat our skin can spit
It was good to keep me guessing
Cause you know I hate attention
So can we get down to it? (Get down to it)
Get down to it. . .

Cause you've turned me on
I'd like to know if you were trying (Turned me on)
Angel we are so gone

And by tonight the earth burst s open
By tonight we'll shed this clothing
By tonight you'll see me in the angle that you've missed
Nothing exists but this
Nothing exists but this. . .

♥

i want a pet raccoon so he can steal me things.

and his name would be Ralph-E

♥ tookie 

we're reunited

and its great to be with my ladies again!

♥ tookie

I wanna bowl with the gangsterrrs

White & Nerdy from waymoby on Vimeo.

♥ tookie

everyone I know wants to fall in love.

♥ tookie

To be quite honest..Im scared shitless..

Alrighty Karen update!

Christmas was amazing! and New Years I cant really remember but the pictures Ive seen they were pretty funny and great! =]

Coming into the '09 year I have found 2 cysts and counting... they scare me and they hurt and I cant move them around like I should and I cant remember if thats a good thing or not but im pretty sure its not. Im seeing the doctor on Monday and Im confused on why they are back and I want to cry and hit something. hard. really hard. I want to make a mark.
its my older sisters birthday today and shes 22.. lovely 22 and shes one of the people i can talk to about this but i dont want to frighten her about it so im keeping my mouth shut to her. i hope she likes my gifts.
why am i rambling?? i think i need to just keep typing because then i wont focus on the lumps underneath my skin that keep me from falling asleep.
im still wide awak at 5 in the morning... my dad was getting up to go to work and im still up watching season 2 of bones.. boy that show is addicting...
im making my sister a birthday mix for when she goes to Bellas for drinks with her friends.

i need a hug.

♥ tookie.